John's Letters

Isn’t absolute to say how much you care
How you sacrifice to be alone
Instead of saying good things
Instead of saying Shalom

True love understands situation
In times of doubt and times of pain
Loosing something within yourself
To give her all you’ve gain

Oh how precious the ingredients of true love
That can satisfy you if you’re in love
It makes you sweeter and glad
It comforts you if you are sad

Time is continuing to run
Continuing to give you fun
But time will come that it will be gone
It will break the feeling that one’s come

The cycle of true love is absent
You can’t find it if you’re just looking
Try to search your own feelings
There you will find the true meanings

People thought she’s not that kind
She often smiles and hides what’s in her mind
She is a mother with a lot of cares
Only a child can feel the love she wears

In her eyes are the beauties of serenity
Though dim yet full of curiosity
In a grassy place beneath the window
She stands alone in light pure shadow

When I cried she cries with me
She‘s telling me it’s going to be ok
She tapped my back and offers me a smile
What a home while I’m in a mile

In the end of my dreams she always waits
Teaching me to love the things I hate
In this short life of mine I will create
Something that will make her the ultimate

Lonely nights are what you can feel
When your alone and no one’s there
It takes a long road to reach each other’s care
Far as the galaxy can never share

Cards aren’t enough to comfort you
Calls can be boring too
All that is needed are hugs and kisses
For the things that you both misses

On the other shore she rest
Waiting for the man from west
Longing for the time to feast
A memory for its best

Finally the ocean meets the shore
The twilight saga began to occur
In a flash of second love was born
The two of them intertwined and in love they sworn

In the world of love and cruelty
Many died for such vanity
Hating life for what it brings
Leaving it to the street of grim

She encountered a mess in life’s page
Her feeling was stricken by rage
Hell rules her heart like a raging fire
She’s in control by the hate of wire

Her eyes shows no mercy
Her lips utter more words of tragedy
Her whole body signals jeopardy
Making the whole moment a cemetery

She hates life and its color
She even smells its poisoning odor
A spear as sharp as the samurai
Telling her to take her life and die

Often times no one can hear me
No one can understand what I feel
I am almost neglected and dying
Like a shipwreck in the shore

Suicide is the solution of everything I hide
Drugs and alcohol makes me collide
No right path to walk in to
All I see is just a dim light clue

Father, father can you hear me?
Your thoughts of me seems so far away
My prayers seems blocked when I pray
Can you really hear me, honestly?

You love me but often times I don’t love you
I hate you but your GRACE is true
I feel abandoned and you’re always there
I mourn each day but you always care

Dear Mr. God, I am writing to you today
Of the things I didn’t pray
The thoughts that I hide in the clay
My old memories that long time ago run away

A simple day yet full of sorrows
A feeling of mine that brings no tomorrow
I feel tired and aching
Why my world is all about craving?

Dear Mr. God, why do birds really sing?
And why do people died for just a thing?
I have a lot of questions to ask
Why do I have to wear all the time my mask?

Today I don’t know where else to go
The only hope in me is YOU
Mr. God please answer me if you have time
I’ll be waiting for you, Oh gracious divine

I thought life is all about pains
It’s all about heavy rains
It’s all about sadness
Nothing but brokenness

But love penetrates in me so deeply
Inside my heart there rings a melody
Of tenderness, love, care, and harmony
Oh, truly love works amazingly

I’m in love with a princess
An ugly frog that longed for a kiss
A lifetime fairytale that I don’t want to miss
A dream that no one can ever erase

I want to build a castle of love
Its foundation is made up from above
Surrounded with beauty and serenity
A home for me and my princess for all eternity

My pen will carve my princess name
To the heart of the sea, so it will remain
Mysterious, unpredictable, and unchanging
Its fulfillment is shown in our wedding ring